I had a beautiful reminder today, multiple times actually.
When you follow your heart and soul, while living in true alignment, the right people are put on your path.
The other day we received an email from our daughter’s school. To be completely honest, I rarely read these emails as soon as they come in. However this one, for some reason I did.
Two things jumped out at me.
1. Children no longer need to wear masks outside.
2. Public health is recommending students double mask.
Being completely transparent, everything in me began spiraling and I could literally feel the energy rising up from the tips of my toes. I have been reserved with what public health has been demanding. I have been respectful with our local businesses because I am within one myself, and it’s not our local businesses who have asked to be in this position. CHILDREN however have been completely 1000% innocent in ALL of this and yet, they have been the ones who truly have taken the brunt of alot of what has been happening the past year.
Children SHOULD be outside and breathing fresh air. Honestly all of us should be. I refuse to live in fear and happily walk mask free (they aren’t keeping you healthy anyway). I thanked them for finally removing this “rule” as it shouldn’t have been in place in the first place.
Then this morning… we received another email from our daughters school. Retracting the “double masking” statement. Thanking “the parent who communicated with the principal to voice her concern.”
I was “that” parent.
I was… but then it hit me. I didn’t tell my husband what was in the email, I asked him to read it. I was THAT parent. I was. I was the only one who contacted?! Really?! Granted, as I mentioned I rarely read the emails immediately when they come in, the principal also sends the emails from a no reply email, I happened to have her email, but also did include our daughters teacher, I am transparent.
Today, I reached out to a few people, who I had reached out to on Thursday to share this email with them. On Thursday when I felt like I was literally peeling myself off my office ceiling, I was faced with a mix of feelings. Do you need to rock the boat? Will it cause problems for her? Should I really bother? They wouldn’t really make the kids do this? What would [whoever] think of me?
What it all came down to was I DON’T CARE IF I AM JUDGED. I have been working really fucking hard to rise up, to clear and work through past trauma and honestly what whoever else cares about MY life or ME… does not matter. As long as I am living in alignment with my truth. All that mattered in that moment is how I knew I did not want my children (or myself and my husband for that matter) to be treated or made to feel. Because public health or whoever decided another “rule” to “keep us healthy…”. I’m still by the way waiting for these public health units and government to communicate in the same mass media way that the fear has been spread about the importance of LIVING a healthy lifestyle, the effects of endocrine disruptors and the importance of removing them not only from the many products they are in, but completely from our lives, or the multitude of chemicals and toxins in many foods and drinks consumed daily. The fact that our health and energy are directly related and how bringing both into balance can completely transform your health. I digress.
Today, I respectfully had the most amazing people put on my path! Honestly. The right people are put on your path at the right time. Not that I needed validation for what I voiced, cause I didn’t. What was done was done and if it was to be enforced or somehow mandated, my children would be pulled from the government’s education system and we would figure out how to work full time and homeschool. It was super freaking scary saying that, and also admitting in my email that we would have no choice to do this, even though I had no clue how it would work. Bottom line, it felt completely in alignment and 1000% MY truth! I can claim it as mine because I reacted before talking to my husband, however once he heard why I reacted he was also completely behind me.
There truly is hope in the world. All is not and will not be lost. The world truly is waking up and as daunting as this past year has felt, massive change is coming which is so exciting!
Thank you to those on my path today✌!