I find the seasons and cycles so fascinating! Also fascinating at how it can shift and change sometimes so quickly!
The other night, during a call with my energy queen, seriously she is amazing and I feel SO aligned with her, Avalon explained to us that this moon is the, if it’s not completely authentic AF it’s not for me, bringing the light to even more darkness, calling out the BS and just straight up not taking any shit. But also this is the time to bring this to our consciousness to really free what isn’t for us, to just let it go. Especially that version of us that we thought was it!
I began crying. As that was exactly how I have been feeling.
It was when she added in and I heard was, it’s going to be time for all of us who are care givers to take a giant step back and finally allow ourselves to focus on us.
Big, heavy, ugly cry tears.
I said this to my husband recently, which took a LOT for me to admit. I’ve always been that “caregiver” type person, my entire life, sadly that has also meant, yes most times I’ve put Pam last. It’s been the past 8 years that I’ve begun to pour waaaay more into me, with a little less guilt every day. Not fully, however!
Having to admit that it’s been so incredibly hard, was hard. I of course, was thinking of him and didn’t want to hurt his feelings or God forbid the kids hear me, I would never want that. But truthfully, it’s been so very challenging feeling at times. I’ve appreciated my writing and photography outlets. Especially getting out in nature!
So with this moon, as I am learning, it’s helping bring things into alignment. What do I really actually want in my life, from space to people to material things. What is MY perfect life, what is abundance to me, how does all of this feel? How does it align?
I love our calls, simple for the God wink, when I hear something that was also in a message previously received by me. That is alignment, that is the magic of life.
As Avalon kept talking she explained to us that this new moon is a time to really get clear, what-who-where in our life. To define abundance for ME. What does abundance mean to me, what is freedom, what is my perfect day?
It’s easy to get sucked into what we are told abundance is – having a lot of money, yes obviously that is a blessing, especially these days where my goodness everything has gone up! However REALLY get clear on what it means for YOU as an individual.
Truthfully I had a very high goal as I was working up through the ranks with doTERRA. As much as I said I want to be Diamond, I didn’t want what that meant… traveling all.the.time. (it seemed like), public speaking, major events etc. What I’ve learned, that’s just not Pam. Pam, the true soul in me is into what doTERRA’s essential oils can do for our health and living a holistic lifestyle. That is Pam. That is what draws me in, that, is true health freedom for me!
This new moon, as I’m learning is getting clear and confident, regardless of what that is. Even if it’s taking a different route. Shifting one thing in my day, from the “norm”… you know the one, drive the same way to and from work. Or sitting in another spot in your living room or when you eat in your kitchen. I’ve caught myself actually saying this not that long ago when my husband and dog were sitting on the couch and I didn’t want to bother the dog so I sat somewhere else, it’s a different perspective than what we may always be in.
I truly appreciate the insight from Moon Omens.
I’m also going to share the beautiful journal prompts from Avalon! I truly appreciate and am grateful for the connection we have and the work she has helped me do. Best choice I made back in the summer of 2021 when I was almost beginning to spiral… secretly sadly!
If you are an empath and/or highly sensitive person you will appreciate Avalon’s brilliance!