Reality Check

I find it fascinating when the energy shifts around the moon, as the full moon approaches this weekend!

I can honestly say I have been much more conscious in my thought process, especially this past year and all that’s gone on. Catching myself when I feel I might be slipping, from happiness from external distractions.

This week, both Monday and today, I had a bit of a reality check of how much they care and how supportive our Government and the people within it are for the working people of the province.

I honestly do respect my children’s rights and opinions, as they are growing and learning, expanding their minds. Given all that’s happened in the past year and more so recently with censorship and big social tech companies now “working” with the government, I am very selective what goes on these platforms, especially where my children are concerned. However what I will say is that everyone’s mental health has been negatively affected over the past year in some way.

Monday I answered a call at work, I am going to preface this story with the fact that I am grateful for working in an essential business which has been operating during the entire past year. Has it been easy, no. I am also a parent of two teens, just under 18 months apart. The struggles with school for them is real. Very real.

What triggered me very hard on Monday, and again today. Was answering phone calls from the PC Party looking for… donations! DONATIONS! The government who has literally shut down our current world, multiple times, injecting fear with massive propaganda via any electronic and print form that they can, are calling around asking the hard working people of Ontario for their money to support the government political campaign!!!

I cannot be the only one who is seriously disturbed by this.

How is this right!?

I have been working very hard at keeping a positive optimistic outlook on things this past year, to open up my mind to do my own research (much like I did when I chose to shift my health) to support my kids and myself as best I can.

But yes, the government is calling around asking for our money. Which, our money, a lot of it they already have. They spew out these “promises” for millions for this, billions for that… but then turn around and call for donations!? When at times I feel like I may crumble hearing of my children NOT wanting to go to school and me literally in a position where both my husband and I work full time, like most people I know, to provide for our family.

I am fucking torn and the government is calling around asking for donations.

What is wrong with this picture?! Why do we, as a collective “WE”, who lets be honest, pay for the government and those within it… why do we allow this?! I guess in reality it should be, why do they have this much power? When will others begin to see how fucking corrupt this system is. I have been careful with my words, but also becoming stronger in what I know. What I KNOW is how I have shifted my life, away from toxins and chemicals, when I used to literally be sick and in pain all.the.fucking.time. I have never used a mask until it suddenly became mandated to do so to save our health… FYI a mask isn’t going to save your health. That’s NOT what made me healthy back in 2011 when my eyes were opened to our medical system or in 2017 when I finally got really fucking serious about making a shift. Because to be completely honest, masks and sanitizer did NOT make me or KEEP me healthy. I did that myself. Shifting MY health and lifestyle.

I am not just here to “complain” on my blog. I am here to share important information. Especially as parents. Our children’s lives have been significanty changed, mental health has been negatively affected. After the phone call, I did reach out to the political party, also the Premier, Prime Minister to express my disappointment. To also free it from my mind to move on with my day. It’s not the first email either. Now more than ever its crucial to use your voice.

Unfortunately this reality check had me pissed about the “current reality”. After work, I came home and got the diffusers out to fill. I remembered the “Gifts of the Essential Oils Masterclass with Mara” I virtually attended last night and got the oils into the diffuser and began cleaning the kitchen!

The oils that came to mind…

• Green Mandarin – Pure Potential
• Geranium – Love and Trust
• Douglas Fir – Generational Wisdom
• Kumquat – Authentic Presence
• Frankinsence – Truth
• Myrrh – Mother Earth

Alot of oils I hadn’t used in a while and oh my goodness! Smells fantastic, calming, uplifting, assuring and confident. Justified in how I feel, what I believe and that I am always on the right path when I follow my heart. Grounded and re-aligned. 🙏