I have had some heavy mama duties lately that has been heavy on me emotionally and this morning hit me physically.
I am a very emotional, sensitive person and saying good bye to our Paisley was a very challenging thing for me. I posted earlier about our goodbye, ironically I have even felt closure. Comforting closure. But I can now admit, in the days, weeks, few months leading up to our goodbye, I’d been struggling.
As much as I believe in god, in spirit and the power of the universe, I also do not believe in suffering. Yet it was still such a difficult decision to make.
Seeing our kitten Missy, I know I selfishly loved on Paisley maybe a little longer than we should have. I feel at peace she is now resting and with her brother!
I, myself am resting tonight too! I gave myself permission to take it easy with a nice hot bath epsom salt and oil bath, after an awesome Symphony of the Cells protocol that my son did on me! Cuddled up in bed with some healthy ‘comfort’ food, ran some Reiki on myself and a warm honey oil immune boost tea!
I woke up this morning feeling like shit! I kept focusing on what I needed to get done tonight and had to let it go! Something that doesn’t always come easy to me, but I’m working on.
I love reaching to my oils and within when I’m not feeling well. Thankfully this feeling doesn’t happen often, which I am grateful for! My health has been thriving, but when I don’t support my body how it needs to be, and in this case I was lacking on sleep!
Taking a night off to honor me was the best decision to help my body shift back into health!