It wasn’t that long ago that I was feeling really intensely bogged down by… life!
Tonight while waiting for dinner to finish cooking, I was doing the dishes. I was thinking about how things finally feel like they are truly falling into place.
We made one decision this week – to take a deep breath and not push the final stage of this renovation until the spring. To enjoy as much time as we can during the winter together, which is our “busiest” time.
We all feel more at peace. What I noticed the most though when I was doing the dishes was thinking how much happier I am feeling. Having a “smaller” deadline in front of us, suddenly feels like its attainable and within reach!
Most of all the feeling of TIME!
This week having a couple nights at home to just BE at home. I think that has me happiest of all. Even doing dishes. I was thinking about how change is so hard for me and while doing the dishes thinking I really dislike having to put dishes away. But just as quick as I thought of that I began twisting it in my head… Back to what it should be – that’s why it works SO much better working as a team. Yeah the positive self talk has been hard for me BUT I do LOVE when things are organized, that makes me happy and we are getting SOOOO close! So that makes me happy! My family working as a team, everyone pitching in – especially for things that each of us may not enjoy doing. I don’t mind doing dishes but can I please not put them away? Works for us… simple things like that!
Breaking things down from great BIG “jobs”, “goals”, “projects” into smaller, more manageable steps and goals. Spending time just being.
Yay for POSITIVE self talk!
We are always so quick with negative self talk – completely guilty of that myself. However the more negative you are – the more negativity you attract into your life. Yes shit happens – its happened multiple times in my life’s journey thus far – BUT – its brought me exactly where I am now and where I need to be.
Feeling incredibly blessed in so many ways.
Ironically… Ive been diffusing a lot of Rosemary during the day, I selected Bergamot at our training this weekend and Ive been using Cedarwood at bedtime alot of nights.
These oils can do AMAZING things emotionally and physically for our mind and body!
I love being in tune with my body – listening to my body. Loving that we are making TIME for us to just BE – rather than DOING all.the.time! Knowing that its OK!
Knowing what we have on our to-do list but being OK with taking TIME! Such a great feeling. Following my heart and doing what feels right, when it feels right. Knowing that for me change is hard and being ok with making smaller goals and steps to take.
Sometimes all it takes is a little change in perspective, and things suddenly begin falling into place and happening even quicker than you originally thought… and planned 😉
I was blocking my own peace and happiness.
I love that I am finally feeling open, worthy and abundant!
Its a pretty amazing feeling. Now to keep it up… ❤ As well as be OK when I hit a dip 😉
Everything does happen for a reason – at times difficult to understand.
What is meant to be, will be. ❤